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Sunday, February 20, 2005
Bad week for the world revolving around me..4 military accidents in a week happened to my camp..3 were involved to the place that i was attached at for 4 days..2 included civilian cars..1 of them crashed onto the back of a car just after SLE Woodlands exit avenue 2 going to BKE..and 4 vehicles were involved..damn..Barney was the one involved..wen i got there he was still stunned..shaken..sleepy..he went back to camp while i drove that particular tonner to Kranji camp..k and i thought that was that..
Saturday..was out with my lil bro after picking him up from tution..at tampines mall to be precise..received a call from Fazly...said to me that an ex school mate had passed away..it was Fahmy..my hairs stood to its very end when i heard it..Fazly asked me weather i was going to the hospital and i said i will come a.s.a.p..Fahmy..we were in the same batch,,didnt got close until at 1 point of time where the express and normal tech were to go to Sarawak for an excursion...then our whole batch got close..then after that sometimes we would take the same bus home since we're both living together in Pasir Ris..a shoe fanatic too..when i reached the hospital,saw his body covered in white cloth and i could only see his face..that's it..reality sets in..Fahmy was really lying motionless in front of me..
It wasn't really sure how he died..heard that he had an accident..flung from his bike and hit the lamp post thus injuring his liver..but he survived the operation and all..he was on his way to recovery..then suddenly he was gone..just like that..a relapse maybe?only HE knows...still it left many engulfed..he was only 22..i had known him..that's hard to accept..knowing someone you know of the same age passed away at a young age was hard to accpet..very hard..
Sunday..went to his home at pasir ris,,crowded..me,my precious,ali,aquem,naz,bishri,pai and saka wriding a vespa met under our block and went there together..his body was not there yet..it arrived maybe at around 1 or something..we went up..and waited outside for around 15 mins..then we cramped our way in..waited but i couldnt catch a glimpse of the late Fahmy..tears were already dwelling..i noticed aquem's were also..then just before they covered his face then i saw it..his face..sleeping peacefully..then that was it..very fast,,but it was enough for me..yes i cried damn it..yes i did..looking up to the sky wondering why..looked down at the floor to try to visualize..but cant..HE is the one that decides everything..May peace be upon all..
Step by step Heart to heart
Left right left We all fall down
Like Toy Soldiers
Bit by bit Torn apart
We never win But the battle wages on
For Toy Soldiers...
in memory of Fahmy...
Write with no regret
6:56:00 PM
