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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Today was the first day of the fasting month for us Muslims..What a day it was over at camp..Not that i was involved in any activities or whatsoever..But there were a lot of things happening here and there..2 people were charged..1 of them rightfully so..Well i wouldn't like to mention names but ZUL..HE DESERVED IT!!hahahah..This typical maggot who speaks highly of himself and doesn't mix with us..Coz he doesn't like the idea of us licking Staff Jamal's boots..Well those boots sure can kick his ass for all i care..Furthermore he's not a team player..Just a pathetic loner and loser..Well he deserved to go into detention barracks for 2 weeks..A bit short for me to think about it..How i wished he could be inside for like 40 days..And miss the first day of Hari Rayawith his family..God knows if he even has one..Maybe his family are a certain group of people who "understands" and "accept" him as who he is..Hahhhh!Fuck that..
Like i was typing,a lot of activities happened at camp..They were having this LRI thinggy going on..A lot of movements here and there..I was involved for a minimum time..Apart from that,it was zzzZzZzzZZz all the time for me..First day of Ramadhan has its effects..Couldn'tunderstand why i was so tired and sleepy whereas on other days i could still take the punishment..Special month..
Somebody at camp told me i was going to have a short life..Boy did that rammed me back to earth..Not that i believed in palm reading or any of those stuffs..If HE wants me now HE will get me now..But suddenly all those synchronized thoughts became disrupted for a little point of time..Suddenly i realised life wasn't that long after all..It wasn't supposed to be in the first place..Us humans just took things for granted..And forgot that we could go back anytime HE wants us to..A scary thought..As much as i want to disperse those thoughts,i cant..For it doesn't only play in my mind..But it plays itself in reality too..Not only me but all of us won't know when we will leave this place no matter how hard we try to..We just can't..We're too weak..That point taken and still humans trying to prove how strong they can get..Just look at the very recent Bali bombings..Wouldn't like to comment much on that as it could get quite sensitive..I just don'tunderstand..And many people won't either..Signs are showing that theworld is indeed coming to an end..It's just a matter of time..And i just have to keep continue doing things that i should have done before..Make preparations for that day to come..
It's Something Unpredictable
But I Hope You Have
The Time Of Your Life
Write with no regret
9:28:00 PM
