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Sunday, October 02, 2005
Just finished cleaning Balqis up..She sure needed some cleaning here and there..An eventful weekend can be said for me..On Friday night went to my Staff Sergeant's place for some religious event..That night potrayed a different person whom i used to think i could never talk to..He was a simple man..With a lot of burden resting on his shoulders..Saw one of the pictures displayed was a picutre of someone with Down Syndrome..A pity..But questions still lingers to as who it was..His brother?His child?Staff doesn't have any children..And i don't know why..I didn't ask..But there was one picture showing he and his wife carrying a baby not more than 5 months old..And where is that child now?His closest relative that was present was his brother in law..That was what i was told..And so where are HIS siblings?Nowhere in sight..At his home he didn't look menacing..He looked homely..A kind family man..A man whom you could just approach to ask for directions..I still can't figure out to as why he was hated because of either his character or attitude..Whatever it was he did a good job in making it hard for people to work with him..But not to me..Not anymore..The respect that's residing inside has increased without any judder that i thought that might be present..And the way he chortles just signified how gentle he is..He doesn't laugh like a hyena..Just small chortles..A quiet man he is..
Went out early on Saturday..Met akram over at Kembanganto discuss about Balqis..The mechanic there will sort things out..Balqis sure is sick..She chokes when it seemed like i didn't throttle the way i should..It's like Balqis would never let me go slow..Or she will choke and die..And when i turn her on again,i will throttle hard and black smoke will come out from her..Talk about attitude..After Kembangan i accompanied Akram to Geylang as he wanted to look for some particular book he was looking for..Fruitless..Followed him to eat and off i went to my beloved's place..Played the game which i bought for her and damn i was hooked!Played for like nearly an hour before i finallyate her cooking..She cooked some spaghetti and chicken wings..Grilled ones..Yum Yum..Played Sims 2 again and off we went to the graveyard for a little visit..Went went over to my late grandfather's grave first..And over there i asked permission from him to put the ring which was left by him onto my beloved's finger..I had kept that ring and told to myself that one day i'm going to put that ring on my special someone's finger..And i did..Went over to 2 other graves..Which one of them was her Pak Din and another was her late grandfather..She broke down at the latter..She apologized and explained why she wasn't there when her late grandfather left..Apparently her emotions got the better of her..She had an arguement with her x that day and he kind of like wouldn'tlet my beloved see her late grandfather and stuffs..A choice or something like that..And so she didn't get to see her late grandfatherfor the last time..Well fuck people like her x..An egoistic maggot like him deserve to burn in hell..And at the rate he is going even up till now to whoever his new bitch is he sure will..FUCK him and his fucked up mind..And the one who may be bearing his child now..Yeah she or he can get it too..Fuck that motherfucker..May his children never see him when he die..And even if they did may they thank God for that..May he never rest in peace.. Something kind of funny happened as we wanted to move off..Started Balqis but when kicked to gear one she just died..Throttled hard a few times but it still happened..Damn..It wasn't funny..It shouldn't be when it's getting dark and you cant start your form of transport at the graveyard..Well it did became funny when the problem came to light..It was actually the stand!..hahahahahahaha..See Balqis has this feature in her that if the stand is never brought up she will die just like that..Hahahhahaha..Me and my beloved were relieved and laughing at the same time..Heehee..Went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital after that..Visited a child of a family friend of her's as he was involved in a 2 machined accident..Looked kinda bad..7 bones kinda snapped at rib cage..And he can't move that much as it will hurt..And opposite his bed was also involved in a 2 machine accident..More and more needless accidents are taking place..I had lost a friend through an accident like that..It hurts..And i wouldn't want to see anymore like that if given a choice..Choices are not for me for only HE decides everything..After the visit she went back with her parents while i so called wanted to meet my friends..The meeting never happened..Just a bad case of communication..Fuck that..Oh well..Everything's changing now..Keep up with the time i guess..So went over to my beloved's place and did the normal routine..Was playing sims all the way!..Well not all the way but most of the time..Hehehe..But i was so hooked until i went back at5 am in the morning..When was the last time that happened..Hah..And today..Need to cut my hair a little..Planning to chill out with the guys later..Let's hope this happens..
Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.
Write with no regret
4:27:00 PM
