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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Broken this fragile thing now.And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces.And I've thrown my words all around.But I can't, I can't give you a reason.I feel so broken up (so broken up).And I give up (I give up)I just want to tell you so you know.Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you.You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do.You are my only, my only one.Made my mistakes, let you down.And I can't, I can't hold on for too long.Ran my whole life in the ground.And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone.And something's breaking up (breaking up)I feel like giving up (like giving up) won't walk out until you know.Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you.You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do.You are my only my only one.Here I go so dishonestlyLeave a note for you my only one.And I know you can see right through me.So let me go and you will find someone.Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you.You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one, no one like you.You are my only, my only one.My only one.My only one.My only one.You are my only, my only one..
nice song..maybe a song for me back then..but then again..maybe a song for me now too..She is my only one..
written an entry a while ago on new year's day..but the comp went kapoot..damn..and i was writing about tsunami and the effect it has on almost everyone..and how glad i am until now to be alive..but one cant help feel sorry and sympathize those affected by it..onlu HE knows why this disaster happened..and there's this picture on the newpaper a while ago..guess most of you might have seen it..the one where only the mosque was left standing turgid amidst all the fallen rubbles..a hinting agenda which left most of them bewildered in their own religion..
also wrote about how unprepared i was if the same thing was to hit this country..for it will do a lot more damage considering the different scale of sizes of our island and theirs..unprepared meanin..so many things i have not yet done in life..ve yet to see the eyes and smile of Raphizyq Al-Tarique..nor have i tasted the challenges of being a leader of a family..nor have i put that all magical ring on that special someone..and the one that i want to do most,go on a pilgrimage..that's when my life as a muslim is complete..for now i'm just halfway there..as the saying goes..life is halfway done when u have 5 very good friends by your side...and i'm sure i have them by my side..they know who they are..
a few more hours and i'm 22..damn..new challenges..new mental theories..and new adventure awaits..
here i come...
Write with no regret
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